Pastor Wrinkles: The Lenten Journey Pt. 13

Why do we do the things we do? Why do we go to church? Do daily devotions? Fast? Serve in the church?

Do we do them for the praise of men? Do we do them to enlarge our congregations? Do we do them to sway our countrymen to our way of thinking? Do we do them in order to grow closer to God?

For me I think that all of these answers are true depending on the day. Sometimes I also do all of these things only to please myself and to make me proud of me. I guess that last one sounds kind of terrible but it is what the Spirit has been showing me during this journey. We have been going deep into the motivations of my life and HE has been bringing me inner healing with the understanding.

Last night we had an evening of praise, worship and prayer planned at the church. The worship band was larger than the congregation. For just a moment as I began the service I was despairing of the size of our congregation…err…small group.

Then God said to me, “I have released you from the need to perform for others. You and this band are here for Me…for My pleasure alone. Will you worship with as much abandon as when the whole congregation is here?”

I realized then that if I could not worship with as much excitement, if we could not worship God with the same abandon as when we were in a crowd of hundreds then our worship was not for God but for men; So we worshipped and God showed up as though there were a thousand people there. He is getting to my roots. It is uncomfortable but oh so worth it!

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6 thoughts on “Pastor Wrinkles: The Lenten Journey Pt. 13

  1. How awesome to have benefited from His private concert that He orchestrated just for us last night. It was exactly what I needed. What a good word you gave last night, that we are here for Him and Him alone and not for the numbers that show up. His presence was oh, so good!!!

  2. Thank you for your honesty. We all need to be as openly honest, at least with God. We can’t hide anything from Him, but so often He shows us that we need to AGREE WITH HIM about certain things in our lives – and then, with His help, rectify them.

    What an incredibly amazing God!

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