I am on the verge of collapse,
facing constant pain.
18 But I confess my sins;
I am deeply sorry for what I have done.
19 I have many aggressive enemies;
they hate me without reason.
20 They repay me evil for good
and oppose me for pursuing good.
21 Do not abandon me, O Lord.
Do not stand at a distance, my God.
22 Come quickly to help me,
O Lord my savior. Psalm 38:17-22
Lillie-Put 
Stop trying to fix it and give it immediately to God. I only make the pain worse when I try to work it out before consulting God.
Amen.
I try to stay clear about the fact that it’s separate from my faith–there’s the pain, and there’s all the wonderfulness of God. Last night I told Him it was really really bad…and then moved on to whatever was next 🙂
I agree. We have to keep our faith from relying on our circumstances. Otherwise we cannot rely on our faith to carry us through our circumstances.
Exaclamente!!! Oh, it’s so nice to be on the same page!! 🙂 🙂