Autumn’s Return

Hearts and flowers, chocolate candy… hardly the stuff of true crime or civil disobedience; But the legend behind Valentine’s day tells the story of a man who dared to stand up for his faith in the face of overwhelming political obstacles and who paid the ultimate price for his stance concerning Christian marriage.

Saint Valentine: Holy Priest of Rome: The date of this Saint Valentine’s birth is not known. Along with Saint Marius and his family, Saint Valentine assisted the martyrs during the persecution they suffered under the rule of Claudius II (also known as Claudius the Goth and Claudius the Cruel). In addition, since Rome was at the time involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns, the emperor found it difficult to recruit the male populace into joining his military leagues. Believing this to be because Roman men were adverse to leaving their loved ones or their familes, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements within the City of Rome. Saint Valentine and Saint Marius, however, continued to perform wedding ceremonies in secret. When is was discovered that Saint Valentine was defying the emperor’s decree, he was apprehended and dispatched by Claudius to the Prefect of Rome who, being unable to force the saint to renounce Christianity, ordered that Valentine be clubbed, stoned and then beheaded. According to tradition, while Valentine waited in prison for his execution, he corresponded with those under his care by sending letters and love notes to his parishioners. It is also believed that while incarcerated, the Bishop fell in love with a young woman who visited him during his confinement. According to some sources, this was the blind daughter (whose name may have been Julia) of of Asterius, the jailer. It is said that God enabled Valentine to miraculously restore the girl’s sight. Popular belief indicates that Valentine’s farewell message to his love contained a closing that has now transcended time: “From Your Valentine.” The saint was executed on February 14 in either 269 A.D. or 270 A.D. In 270 A.D., Pope Julius I is said to have built a church near Ponte Mole in the saint’s memory at a location once known as Porta Valentini and now called Porta del Popolo. The relic bones of this Saint Valentine, who may also have been a physician, are now housed within the Church of Saint Praxed in Rome.”

Excerpted from http://www.novareinna.com/festive/saintval.html

At any rate, for me Valentine’s day is really about the enduring power of love and marriage in the face of terrible obstacles. To that end I offer this story up for the Daily Posts writing challenge found at

http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2014/02/10/writing-challenge-valentine/

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Autumn’s Return

The October sun set over the mountain bursting into a penumbra of red and purple as it careened into the pointed apex of rock and forest.

John brushed a weary hand through his salt and pepper hair letting it stray to his aching shoulder. He sighed and heard in the exhalation of breath the reminiscence of steel grating on pavement. The memory of fire danced before his eyes as the sun sang its final song over the landscape.

A crow screamed in the trees.

He heard in the bird call, “Daddy! Daddy help me!”

He knew the raven’s cry was just a call to worship for the murder. He was a regular congregant of Nature’s mass. It was the only release from the condemnation he clung to with the shadow strength that grief had left him.

The murder gathered in the highest branches of the pinions. As the last rays of day surrendered to the violent grip of night, crow calls filled the air. Louder than a city traffic jam they screamed in Autumn’s voice, “You let her die!”

His whole life was a haze: There was before the accident which he could only behold with the most conscious of efforts and there was after which started with a white room in the hospital. Black-out faded to dim understanding. He wept with the agony from his broken shoulder and the image of his little girl slumping into unconsciousness as smoke and flame consumed her.

What he needed was absolution. What he got was the forever scream of crows that spoke with Autumn’s voice. What he got was an empty apartment returned to after a month’s stay in the psych ward. What he got was the weariness and the Prozac migraine that kept suicide at bay. What he got was the catharsis of sunlight sprayed across mountains burning into the interminable silence that had become his life.

He came daily to relive, through sun fire and crow scream, the events that had brought him here. He hoped that someday his Sisyphean devotion to the act would set him free. Yet, no penance could ever satisfy hungry guilt. Somewhere inside he knew it would never be enough but it was the only payment he had to make.

As always the avian cantata rose suddenly to a deafening crescendo and then without warning fell dead siphoning away with it all his dreams.

The stars were up. He felt the whisper of the moon’s breath upon his neck.  Blame, held at bay for the few moments of Nature’s symphony, came rushing back in with an audible groan. He waved good bye to the tree tops and rose to go.

He heard the crunch of autumn leaves behind him. He turned and gasped. Autumn stood illumined by the street light. Tears streaked her leaden features. She held out her hand.

“It’s time to go home John.”

Sunday Stills On Tuesday: Murals and Graffitti

This is a new one for me and I know I am a little late. To be honest the way my week works I will probably never get a Sunday post out on Sunday unless I can write it on Friday (Which is what I do with Seven Word Sundays). For most clergy Monday is  our Sunday so Sabbath comes a bit after Sabbath for us. I hope y’all will understand if my Sunday stills come along as the caboose for this train.

100_1209I caught this mural in Coeur D’Alene Idaho last year when I was out visiting my Aunt and cousins.

Catch up with some other murals by going to

http://sundaystills.wordpress.com/2014/02/09/sunday-stills-the-next-challenge-murals-or-graffiti/

 

Are You in Dimmer Mode?

Get rid of the dimmer switch!

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Genesis 1:3-4 (NLT)

3Then God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light.4 And God saw that the light was good. Then he separated the light from the darkness. 

I have often wondered if God meant for the separation of “light” and “darkness” in the above bible passage to actually be a metaphor for Jesus and Satan or good and evil.  God created light first and then He separated the light from the darkness.  Maybe God was telling us no matter what He will guide us with His light regardless of how dark it may seem.  If you think about it you can’t see into the darkness until you have a light and in the light there is no darkness.  Since all is visible in the light what is there to fear?

But I have a question for you, what about the in between stage you know…

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Turbo Follow- Week 1

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This week our church began a congregation-wide study written by, Daniel McNaughton and Bryan Koch, entitled Follow: Learning To Follow Jesus. Each Sunday our pastoral staff is preaching from one of the seven attributes covered in the book while the congregation reads the daily devotions and participates weekly in a life group focused around the topic at hand.

The group I am tasked with leading has been dubbed “Turbo Follow”. Rather than approaching the class as a traditional Bible study we have chosen to act as an accountability group. The class begins with a brief overview of the daily devotionals. Then participants break into smaller, accountability groups. Each group participant asks questions of their fellows concerning the teachings. At the end of each class individuals are asked to decide what God would have them do in light of what they have learned. Then we pray for each other.

This post is a weekly follow-up of our class. For those of you who are unable because of business or geography, to join us on Thursdays this blog is a perfect way to virtually join in on the fun.

This week we covered the overview of the book and each of the seven attributes in brief:

Day 1: Learn To Be With Jesus- God has taken initiative to have a relationship with you. He loves you and wants to be a part of your life.

Day 2: Learn To Listen- As followers of Jesus it is important for us to observe Jesus’ teaching, preaching and healing.

Day 3: Learn To Heal- Jesus still supernaturally heals bodies, minds and spirits. He longs to heal you and he longs to heal others through you.

Day 4: Learn To Influence- You are here for a reason and that reason involves others.

Day 5: Learn To Love- Love is the foundation of everything. God desires us to learn to love and forgive others even as we learn to love Him.

Day 6: Learn To Pray- Prayer is an important, normal and practical part of every successful Christian’s life.

Day 7: Learn To Manage- God wants to bless you and to teach you how to use that blessing rather than to be used by it.

Here are the questions we asked of each other:

1 A.    Of the seven attributes (learn 2 B with Jesus/ Learn 2 listen to Jesus/ Learn 2 heal/ Learn 2 influence/Learn 2 love/ Learn 2 pray/ Learn 2 manage) which one spoke to you most this week?
 
1B.    What about that attribute makes it important?
 
2. On a scale of one to ten one being the least and ten being the most how are you doing in that attribute?
 
3. What do you have to do to move this part of your life one number higher?
 
4. How can you specifically pray for yourself to succeed in doing that?
 
How are you doing with number 3 folks?
For this Thursday read pages 40-55 in Follow:
Being a Christian means learning to be with Jesus. The more you find yourself with Jesus the more you find your life changing. What are three things you do to spend time with Jesus?

I Ain’t Yellow….Well Maybe a Little.

This week’s travel theme given by Ailsa is: YELLOW.  My dad used to accuse people he disliked of being yellow, cowards. I got the brunt end of that accusation a few times myself. It’s not a color I ever wanted  to be.

The Pancake Boat, Wormerveer

The Pancake Boat, Wormerveer

Still, not all that is yellow is full of fear. The sun is yellow and no one thinks of fear when they gaze into that orb.  I  guess how you view yellow…any color…any aspect of life for that matter is really up to you. You can let others define it for you or you can choose to make something new of it for yourself. Pablo Picasso said,  Some painters transform the sun into a yellow spot, others transform a yellow  spot into the sun.

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Me!

There is no blue without yellow and without orange.

 Vincent VanGogh 

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Of all the possible ways to think about yellow though I like best this thought, I really just want to be warm yellow light that pours over everyone I  love.

 Conor Oberst 

I guess in light of all these words I wouldn’t mind being called “yellow” after all.

Hey, have some fun with the other yellow posts at Ailsa site here

http://wheresmybackpack.com/2014/02/07/travel-theme-yellow/

Prayin’ Up a Storm

Great thoughts on storms!

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Just after the Ark was returned to them and the Israelites were led by Samuel to get rid of their idols and rededicate their lives at Mizpah, the Philistines gathered to do battle with them.  The people of Israel were terrified.  Samuel sacrificed and interceded for them with God.   While Samuel was sacrificing the burnt offering, the Philistines drew near to engage Israel in battle. But that day the LORD thundered with loud thunder against the Philistines and threw them into such a panic that they were routed before the Israelites.(I Sam. 7:10).  That must have been quite the thunderstorm!

How many times do we read of the storms of life and think of them as being the trials and tribulations that we face?  I have a young relative who has been facing a series of difficult circumstances through no fault of his own.  He has no support or working relationship with his…

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Pastor Wrinkles: House On Fire Pt. 38

The Word of God is a bridge that connects Earth with Heaven and Heaven with Earth.- Joseph Elon Lillie

The Word of God is a bridge that connects Earth with Heaven and Heaven with Earth.- Joseph Elon Lillie

 

So far we have had 38 spiritual discussions from the Book of Acts. The book is designed to help us understand the way the Holy Spirit worked in the life of the church at its conception ( the church’s that is since the Holy Spirit being God is without beginning or end). The hope is that being coming to an understanding of how He moved then we can better understand what we should expect of His move now!

If you have missed any of the discussions you can find them at

http://wp.me/P39vIx-Gh

Now on to today’s discussion…

 

Paul Preaches in Thessalonica

17 Paul and Silas then traveled through the towns of Amphipolis and Apollonia and came to Thessalonica, where there was a Jewish synagogue. 2 As was Paul’s custom, he went to the synagogue service, and for three Sabbaths in a row he used the Scriptures to reason with the people. 3 He explained the prophecies and proved that the Messiah must suffer and rise from the dead. He said, “This Jesus I’m telling you about is the Messiah.” 4 Some of the Jews who listened were persuaded and joined Paul and Silas, along with many God-fearing Greek men and quite a few prominent women.

5 But some of the Jews were jealous, so they gathered some troublemakers from the marketplace to form a mob and start a riot. They attacked the home of Jason, searching for Paul and Silas so they could drag them out to the crowd.6 Not finding them there, they dragged out Jason and some of the other believers instead and took them before the city council. “Paul and Silas have caused trouble all over the world,” they shouted, “and now they are here disturbing our city, too. 7 And Jason has welcomed them into his home. They are all guilty of treason against Caesar, for they profess allegiance to another king, named Jesus.”

8 The people of the city, as well as the city council, were thrown into turmoil by these reports. 9 So the officials forced Jason and the other believers to post bond, and then they released them.

Acts 17:1-9

It is one thing when the choices you make cause you trouble, but it is another thing when the choices of others cause you problems. Jason was only guilty of opening his home to the preacher and apostle Paul. Do you think he expected as much trouble as he got? Would you have expected it if you were him? What temptations do you think Jason faced after his arrest? What lessons can we learn from Jason’s experience?

 

Weekly Photo Challenge: Do I Really See Me?

This week’s photo challenge from the Daily Post is:  SELFIE.

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This shot was snapped in the lavatory of the YWAM building in Amsterdam! I know a little strange…right? But I think all pictures with me in it are a little strange any way you slice it. I think most of us feel that way when it gets right down to it. I find myself wondering  if the reason  it’s hard to look at ourselves is because it’s easy to deceive ourselves about who we are until we look into our own eyes.  Soren Keikegard said,

“The greatest hazard of all, losing one’s self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all. No other loss can occur so quietly; any other loss – an arm, a leg, five dollars, a wife, etc. – is sure to be noticed.” 
― Søren KierkegaardThe Sickness Unto Death

I think I may start taking more selfies just to practice seeing the real me.

Check out more selfies at

http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2014/02/07/weekly-photo-challenge-selfie/