You know how I am scorned, disgraced and shamed;
all my enemies are before you.
20 Scorn has broken my heart
and has left me helpless;
I looked for sympathy, but there was none,
for comforters, but I found none.
21 They put gall in my food
and gave me vinegar for my thirst. Psalm 69:19-21
Lillie-Put 
When Jesus was on the cross.
Yes that was my first thought too.
Then God asked me to make it personal.