It is indeed blessed, the deep happiness of Heaven, to be so free from self that whatever is said of us or done to us is lost and swallowed up, in the thought that Jesus is all.” Andrew Murray, Humility, p. 69
Monthly Archives: August 2014
A True Beginner
Recently I decided it was time to start getting rid of some of my baby fat (after all I have been carrying it around for some 45 years now), and to start toning up this aging body of mine. My problem is always finding time. I’ve considered a gym but I just don’t have the time to drive there work out and then drive back home. I thought about bow-flex but frankly I just can’t see buying another clothes rack I mean exercise machine. Then I heard about this site on-line called the Daily Burn and thought I’d give it a try. I signed up and answered the site’s preliminary questions and from that they placed me in the “True beginner” category.
Now at first I was a little offended. I am not a true beginner. I’ve started hundreds of exercise programs (or maybe 10) ; But hey! that ought to at least put me in the moderately knowledgable category, shouldn’t it?
Here’s the thing I am learning. It’s not about the past or where I have been. It is about right now and what I can handle in the present. The fact that twenty seven years ago I found a great program and lost 30 pounds does not mean that as a forty -seven year old who has gained back 80 of those 30 pounds I can pick right back up where I left off. I have much lost ground to recover before I can even dream of doing the things I was able to do back then.
As I started the first “True Beginner” exercise session I learned I was in the right spot after all. I think I was in the middle of my third set of squats when I began having this sensation that my quadriceps were going to pop right out through my skin and run screaming through the streets that there was someone trying to murder them. Knowing what a squat was or that it was working my quads did little to change the fact that it hurt like the dickens.
The spiritual application should be apparent. We can have all the book learning about God there is to be had but in the end all the head knowledge in the world cannot make us mature Christians. It’s not knowledge about how to walk the walk that makes us strong; It’s walking the walk and putting the biblical principles into practice that strengthens us.
Just like starting a new exercise program pains the body, so applying biblical principles for the first time will cause our spirits to be stretched. It has little to do with how long we have been Christians or how long we have known the truth. It has everything to do with being new to the exercise.
Sometimes we think that if we just hang around the church long enough our problems will just solve themselves. Sometimes we think that if we just believe long enough temptation will stop being tempting.
“That’s not how this works. That’s not how any of this works!” as the popular ad here in the States says.
As I approach this new exercise program I have to accept that I am a true beginner. I have to work through the aches and pains until my body gets used to the principles of use. Every time I practice a new spiritual discipline or confront a new spiritual stronghold I have to accept that once again I am in “True beginner” territory. I have to expect some discomfort to come with change. I have to give my spiritual muscles time to get use to the new principles the Holy Spirit is working inside me. But with both spiritual and physical exercise, I can rejoice that in the discomfort progress is being made.
So let me ask how do you work through the uncomfortable places of spiritual growth?
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Share Your World 2014 Week 31

We have been sharing our world with Cee Neuner now for 31 weeks. Every week Cee asks her contributors four questions. We answer and ‘ouiala our world is shared with you, our readers. If you would like to join in the fun just take a hop and skip from my place on the East coast over to Cee’s place on the West coast via this link
Share Your World – 2014 Week 31
and you too can begin sharing your world.
The questions are….
If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be? (guest can be dead, alive, famous or someone you just know)
My daughter and I actually discussed this over a dinner of spinach salad, goat cheese and chicken last night. Which means Cee has reached a new level of iconoclasm. She is dinner conversation around the world!
Anyway my daughter’s choices are: Stephen, the first Christian Martyr; Mary, the mother of Jesus; And Paul the Apostle. I imagine if these guests were seen all together one question asked would have to be, “How did you do it?”
My choices were: Ignatius of Loyola and Francis of Assisi. I would like to have them in together and ask them how two such different men could serve the same God in two totally different ways and yet still come away from the experience with such great success.
I would also like to interview missionary Jim Elliot and ask him to explain the exchange between things of earth and things of Heaven.
What can you always be found with?
My planner and my canvas bag with my computer, notebooks, lots of pens and other junk I probably should clean out.
What is the most fun thing you did in school?
I was a complete nerd and really just like classes. I also really liked concert band and chorus. I remember this one trip we took into Boston to sing at a homeless shelter. I was singing Maria from West Side Story. People were swearing at us and trying to steal our coats and stuff. It was maybe not fun but it certainly was one of those high school memories that makes for good storytelling into the future
What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
My daughter and I were discussing this last night at dinner too. The life we live as born again Christian ministers sometimes makes us stand out in the crowd. I think one of the things that makes people look a little sideways at us is the fact that we do go to church every Sunday and our lifestyle is a little different than most people’s. My daughter’s co-workers for instance are literally appalled at the fact that she is 24 and doesn’t drink alcohol.
Bonus question: What are you grateful for from last week, and what are you looking forward to in the week coming up?
I am very grateful that I was able to gather all of the documents I need for my new passport and the money required (losing your passport is an expensive pastime). I am looking forward to getting the application sent off this week so I can have my new passport in a few weeks. Ireland is just eight weeks away!
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Caddo’s Seven Word Sunday 8-3-14
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“…we never can have more of true faith than we have of true humility; We shall see that we indeed have strong intellectual conviction and assurance of the truth while pride is kept in the heart, but that it makes the living faith, which has power with God, an impossibility.” Andrew Murray,. Humility p. 54
#100happydays Days 62-65
I am not sure how I got ahead of my friend Nicole at Just Live It, but somehow I am about 20 days up on her!
Maybe I just got going so fast in life I managed to cram a couple of days at a time into 24 hour periods.
Anyway today I am making up for lost time and am showing all my happiness for the last four days.
I am happy for the relaxed contented attitude the Lord has been helping me to maintain this summer.
I am happy for all the good work The Winchendon Enhancement Committee has been able to accomplish this summer from this building.
I am happy to live in a picturesque community.
And I am happy that moving my daughter to Medford MA went off without a hitch giving me some time to sit and take these pictures from her back porch.
Remember happiness and contentment are found on the inside not the outside. All clouds have silver-linings and gold stands out best on a black background









